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[21 Sep 2004|02:43am] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | dmb ] i love potato chips and bobby subs from capriottis. and jesse. and pbr. and salt. i love ryan he came down tonight. i dont like creepy boy from upstairs. im high. the powerpuff girls rule. vampire hunter d. madcaddies. dont forget fizz cola. i am madly in love. i miss dylan. i like bob dylan. im a spook. bert talks in an irish accent. he isnt from ireland. ryan is insane, and so is stalker boy from philly. I DONT LIKE BOYS THAT PASS OUT. there is weed in the fridge. rise against

work, aids and drama [08 Sep 2004|01:52pm] had first day of work yesterday...went well. I like the girls I work with and the mexican cooks are all nice. haha. always flirty with me and the others. its hilarious! "i find that hard to believe"- _______ well believe it. Why did you ever let this boy go? We speak of you often. Hope your well. You tore his heart out yesterday. He was so upset. He was just trying to be informative to you to help you out. He wanted you to make sure that you were ok. He was/is concerned about you. As am I. I hope you don't have the aids dude. that would suck. big time. Rory was informing, not talking shit. But you would never look at it like that would you? Could you ever stop and think that people are concerned, even if you don't talk to them ne more? gotta get ready for work... anyways, i am done this stupid entry for now...... <3 ket 3 rose against x rise against

happy day [01 Sep 2004|05:44pm] finally got a call back again from Mama Guilia's...hopefully they will give me this freakin job. been staying at rory's off and on. hanging out with jesse alot.thanks to raider! dad is sending me to a counselour..something bout repressed memories. haha. anyways, time to eat some apples and peanut butter. <3 1 rose against x rise against

[17 Aug 2004|03:36am] [ mood | crushed ] "my love has gone his boots no longer by my door he left at dawn and as i lift i felt him go" - Dido so my love has gone and to anyone that knows me and really cares, this kills me. no cut could ever be as deep. three years and what do I have to show for it.... well now i have heartache, emotional destruction and unrest.... love sucks.....it hurts...really bad..... i am glad i experienced it..but never again. thank you. and goodnight. 1 rose against x rise against

you. [10 Aug 2004|02:42am] stop fronting. cut your wrists already. i will be front row at your show. i'll be the first outside the venue. we all have reserved seats. i'm in the pool at work. stop crying wolf. we have already stopped worrying. get a knife or prove us right rise against

kill hate [08 Aug 2004|05:03pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | woodland (AAAAAHAHAHHAHA) ] derek is my savior. i am an asshole. but he still deals and cares he is my heart, my soul, my fucking everything. rory rawks my socks as well......she is also my savior.... and to everyone else who has stuck with me and by my side through my shitty times..this livejournal goes out to you.... degrassi sucks my left tittie. <3 ket loomis 3 rose against x rise against

cont. [04 Aug 2004|07:53pm] running in cirles fillin my ears infinite sadness infinite tears teach me reach me love me hug me kll me hold me show me slug me. in honor of you, mother. rise against

name tags [04 Aug 2004|07:37pm] A pinch of salt Some infinite sadness she throws on my gaping wounds with her infinite gladness he kept me from your crowd he kept me from your circled meetings your name tags and your day old coffee He kept me from your infinite gladness he keeps me from your salt he kept me stitched bled my gaping wounds he kept me from your cult you keep me from his infinite gladness you keep me from his arms you keep me from his bright light you keep me from his guidance you stand in the way you push him from my site smoking cigarettes unkind words, blackened lungs the forgotten songs she sung I wonder when she speaks to the crowd if she speaks of us speaks out loud Somtimes I laugh that when I ned her help Need her there she's nowhere to be found and I'm lying on the ground nowhere to be found, just hangin around I wonder when she speaks of how she turned away when I really need her that without her drug of choice I still have no voice I'm wondering still If the role of mother will be completely filled. rise against

the lion [04 Aug 2004|07:27pm] Regret. Hurt. Destruction. rebuilding whats unrebuildable. hate. piercing pains. your eyes make me cry. crying out inside. producing. want to start producing. I would like to continu to let whats inside of me. which comes from all music I hear. which is not really me. but the music coming through me. Showing. little. emotion. is a way. of keeping things steady. keeping. things. level, happy, quite. growing up. slowing down. watching my steps. making the right decisions. waiting. wondering. questionin. feelings of being let. down. n n n n n n feelings of being. brought. up. now. feeling. bad. rise against

back to the ol' bump and grind [24 Jul 2004|10:54pm] of hellawhere. So I have been back for over i guess two weeks now. Shitty here as usual. I am wondering why I ever came back. I am in between living situations. I am staying with my mom off and on. just biting my nails and waiting for her to kick me out again. She wants me to move in with my dad until derek and i get the house in jersey. but its TWO hours away from my friends up here. I just need to get into my own place. I hate living with parents. it really does suck. i am just not very happy right now. up to almost two packs a day when i can find the money to buy them. i hung out with lea again last week down at the beach and she is the coolest chick ever. she's full blown homeless and i can really relate to her and her life. i think she is fucking great. went to boston this week with dj and saw my south african friend devin. that was really cool. boston sucks right now because of the democratic national convention. but oh well, it was nice to be back up there. i miss hangin with crazy rory. she's awesome...a life saver even, at times. she rawks me even though she doesn't know it. love ya rory. i'm done now. bye byes. me- 1 rose against x rise against

fort lauderdale [18 Jun 2004|08:13pm] fort lauderdale. hot sun and cool nights. cool people and new sights drunkards and drug addicts work one day and none the next irish pubs and lots of becks mexicans, turkish, south africans for tomorrow we make no plans do as we please and feel how we will i can't get him out of my mind, never have, and haven't still.... look up only to see the sky is clear and they are here, here with me do you see? do you see me? do you see the way i see me? working, working, working day to day only waiting for you to say everything will work out fine everything will be ok......... rise against

god i can't take this ne more. [01 May 2004|01:21am] he is uncaring. self centered. and short with me. he never really thinks about my feelings. he never thinks before saying things to me. he makes me feel unattractive. worthless. and everything else that goes along with that. I am starting think about going to Florida sooner then planned. I think as soon as I get my paycheck I am just gonna bounce to Fort Lauderdale. Anyone care to join me for the journey? love, confused and hurt 1 rose against x rise against

hahahhahahaha [06 Apr 2004|10:43pm] i also didn't mean literally...he's a friend of mine now..hahha rise against

i knew it [06 Apr 2004|10:34pm] i knew it would push your buttons..... relax kiddo. but keep IMing me under these fun screen names... I am enjoying it. ;) rise against

mwuahahahah [06 Apr 2004|03:08pm] I STOLE MIKE. I STOLE MIKE. I STOLE MIKE. I STOLE MIKE. hahahhahahahahhahahahahahha. I MADE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE THAT WAS FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE ELSE...HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA. I'M A HORRIBLE PERSON....HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA 1 rose against x rise against

People Interested [06 Apr 2004|02:53pm] Ok, The "house" that I found is in North Philly (Fishtown area) It is an old converted warehouse. I have yet to go check it out. I am supposed to go today, but that chance looks slim to none. However, the catch is, I do not have the greatest credit in the world. I have one roommate lined up, my friend Dj, who has good credit, and who can put his name on the lease. However, we need probably two more people with good credit that can be on the lease. We need people that can hold a steady job and keep his/her share of the house clean. When I go see the house, I will have more information for everyone. <3, ketti 1 rose against x rise against

apartment searching [06 Apr 2004|03:11am] possible sick crib in philly..converted warehouse...may need a few extra roommates..anyone interested...email me or comment on this post... anyways, can't sleep constant thoughts of discontent No one near to vent Someone is in my thoughts Constantly Running through my head Make it go away So I can go back to my happy days With him missing old friends. well i guess they weren't really friends. but people that would pretend to listen and pretend to care. but really they don't dare. everyone these days are so self-involved. self inflicting pain. why do i think of him? 2 rose against x rise against

Shine [15 Mar 2004|11:47pm] I can see it in your eyes What I know in my heart is true That our love, it is fading Like the Summer And we'll walk down the shoreline, one last time together Feel the wind blow on wondering hearts like a feather But who knows whats waiting in the wings of time Dry your eyes We're gonna go where we can shine Don't be hiding in sorrow Or clinging in the past With your beauty so precious and the season so fast No matter how cold your eyes may appear Or how far the first night when I held you near We're gonna rise from these ashes like a bird of flame Take my hand we're gonna go where we can shine And for all that we struggle For all that we pretend You know it don't come down to nothing except love, in the end And onurs is a rode that is strung with goodbyes And as it unfolds, as it unwinds Remember your soul is something you can't compromise We're gonna go where we can shine We're gonna go where we can shine 1 rose against x rise against

sunday afternoon [07 Mar 2004|01:32pm] friday night. chilled at dj's. last night went to the barn door to see "walk among us." randy's last show. he's giving up rawkin. haha. dj and i had dinner at mom's. it was fun, kind of. haha tried to get together with jeremiah and clayton. but they are a bunch of punks. whatever, had fun never the less. suprisingly, i missed the DE. alot. not delaware per say, but my friends here. i'm bored in jersey and alone more then half of the time. which sucks balls. don't know if i want to go back to jersey tonight. :\ we'll see i guess. if anyone needs me call 302-588-6184 (dj's num). <3, me p.s. its really nice outside. yum rise against

woop woop [06 Mar 2004|03:41am] ok..so i'm in delaware. first night here. at dj's of course...drinkin nothin but the hottness...the new shit..."genesee"...14 bucks a 30 pack...fun times always....tried to get in touch with some peoples, joey d, chico, jeremiah..no one is home..numbers are changed..(people avoiding me? sounds like it right?) BUT WHY? hahahah..anyways, holler at me with cool things to do tomorrow night...some show at the barn door..i believe that is the only plan for the night tomorrow night.....call me if anything is happening....588-6184!!!!!!!! holler back...especially the people mentioned up top in this "journal" entry. haha... <3, ket i miss everyone..lets get drunk! rise against

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